[Slumped atop Xue Yang's front, Xiao Xingchen shallowly pants for breath, every muscle in his body now refusing to tense in the slightest. All except those needed to twitch around Xue Yang's cock, apparently.
When he can finally respond, he swallows hard to wet his throat, which barely has had any rest either.]
There is no need to force yourself... at least wait until you're ready again before you suggest such a thing.
[He hopes that Xue Yang doesn't really harden right now. It's already embarrassing that he worked himself to orgasm when Xue Yang wasn't even fully aroused. The moment of clarity is enough for a bit of shame to slip through. Even if he has made enough peace with his decisions, and the fact that this is going to be his life for now, this much is surely beyond anything possible for most people. Has he really taken to it as an answer to his problems too well?
That thought alone gives strength to his arms, and he tries to push back against Xue Yang's grip. Even if he has to limp everywhere, he can't let himself stay here longer and let this take over his life completely... no matter how easy it would be.]
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When he can finally respond, he swallows hard to wet his throat, which barely has had any rest either.]
There is no need to force yourself... at least wait until you're ready again before you suggest such a thing.
[He hopes that Xue Yang doesn't really harden right now. It's already embarrassing that he worked himself to orgasm when Xue Yang wasn't even fully aroused. The moment of clarity is enough for a bit of shame to slip through. Even if he has made enough peace with his decisions, and the fact that this is going to be his life for now, this much is surely beyond anything possible for most people. Has he really taken to it as an answer to his problems too well?
That thought alone gives strength to his arms, and he tries to push back against Xue Yang's grip. Even if he has to limp everywhere, he can't let himself stay here longer and let this take over his life completely... no matter how easy it would be.]