Good question, daozhang. Let's find out. We can keep fucking until we're both satisfied.
[ He likes that expression on Xiao Xingchen. The one where he's not quite keeping up, still just a little behind, needing Xue Yang to teach him just a little more.
How much more until he's satisfied? He doesn't plan to ever be "satisfied". Even once they're done fucking today there's always tomorrow, and the next day, and the next. Every day that he can feel Xiao Xingchen against him like they used to. Even when they start sleeping together again, living together again, could he ever possibly be satisfied? This isn't like revenge. There's no end to this, no moment when he kills the last person who deserves to die for their actions. This is something intangible and ongoing, a journey with no destination, just a continuous existence of the two of them together forever.
Even if they take breaks, the two of them won't ever stop. ]
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[ He likes that expression on Xiao Xingchen. The one where he's not quite keeping up, still just a little behind, needing Xue Yang to teach him just a little more.
How much more until he's satisfied? He doesn't plan to ever be "satisfied". Even once they're done fucking today there's always tomorrow, and the next day, and the next. Every day that he can feel Xiao Xingchen against him like they used to. Even when they start sleeping together again, living together again, could he ever possibly be satisfied? This isn't like revenge. There's no end to this, no moment when he kills the last person who deserves to die for their actions. This is something intangible and ongoing, a journey with no destination, just a continuous existence of the two of them together forever.
Even if they take breaks, the two of them won't ever stop. ]