"No it's fine it really is! This place coerces everyone. No one took advantage of me, if anything I probably seduced some of them myself and this is all my own actions and stupidity. Of course, I would never have done this at home. There were times they were forced to as well. This island does things to people. You wake up as other people and do things. It's just the way of it.

Please Minshan. I don't want it all to spiral further. I worked so hard to have a truce, some equilibrium.

My hurt doesn't matter. I'm fine and I've survived worse.

...Please."