Guangyao's hand is trembling slightly under his.

"No Er-ge, you're perfect. Please don't worry. I think I just had a nightmare once and it came to mind." was this a lie? It felt like a nightmare, not that something like this could happen right now. His fingers worked inside gently, curling in a heat that he had never dared hoped to feel.

"This all feels like a dream, doesn't it? I'm just...I'm glad you're here." I want to do better now. Please let me fix this.