"Xichen" His hands trembled, the only thing that did betray his emotions. He was glad that Xichen had his back turned to him because he couldn't really control the tears that were threatening to fall.
I broke your trust. You'll be repulsed by me when you know who I am, what I am capable of.
His free hand pressed over the scar on his chest, while the one inside him prodded further, slim digit now buried to the knuckle. He eased out, only to press in a second, scissoring it gently.
His lips pressed against his back again. He hoped the tears didn't spill over.
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His hands trembled, the only thing that did betray his emotions. He was glad that Xichen had his back turned to him because he couldn't really control the tears that were threatening to fall.
I broke your trust. You'll be repulsed by me when you know who I am, what I am capable of.
His free hand pressed over the scar on his chest, while the one inside him prodded further, slim digit now buried to the knuckle. He eased out, only to press in a second, scissoring it gently.
His lips pressed against his back again. He hoped the tears didn't spill over.