[He glanced over nervously at Huaisang as he shifted closer, suddenly quite self-aware of not only his own body being looked at but of the proximity of Huaisang near him. He was also keenly area of his breath so close to him, his own heart thumping nervously.]
A-Sang...Are you certain about this?
[Though those light touches felt so good. When was the last time he was touched with such deference when he was in his own skin? It wasn't anything he deserved all things considered. He was of two minds, part of him knew he should push him away, tell him everything. But the other wanted to be touched, to be appreciated to be adored when all of his life he was told that he was dirty. His lips parted and he made a soft hiss as he felt his lips against his earlobe, electricity from that small endearment moving swiftly through his body.
His traitorous body had won that battle.]
...You don't have to. Of course, I would.
[His fingers clasped over Huaisang's shoulders, trembling. What would it feel like to let go of control? To relinquish it to the other?
Just this once? He bit his lower lip and his eyes darted up to the others. ]
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A-Sang...Are you certain about this?
[Though those light touches felt so good. When was the last time he was touched with such deference when he was in his own skin? It wasn't anything he deserved all things considered. He was of two minds, part of him knew he should push him away, tell him everything. But the other wanted to be touched, to be appreciated to be adored when all of his life he was told that he was dirty. His lips parted and he made a soft hiss as he felt his lips against his earlobe, electricity from that small endearment moving swiftly through his body.
His traitorous body had won that battle.]
...You don't have to. Of course, I would.
[His fingers clasped over Huaisang's shoulders, trembling. What would it feel like to let go of control? To relinquish it to the other?
Just this once? He bit his lower lip and his eyes darted up to the others. ]