Yeah, it does. [ she's still new enough to have to focus if the conversation is taking place in a crowded bar, but hearing her mother telling the salvatores to keep her away after she'd had to reveal what she was to her had hurt. it still hurt, knowing that she'd still feel that way now in spite of coming around to it, because of how she'd had to compel her to keep their secret.
she's better at control now than she'd been a few months ago. the veins and bloody eyes only come out during times of more extreme duress, but the fear of being outed and having not fed enough had reminded her enough of a time like that to trigger the reaction. having fed a little now, she starts to sip from her bag a little more subtly, considering carmilla as she listens to her. ]
At least it tastes sort of human. [ whether or not it is is something she's not sure she wants to think about, all she knows is it's sating her hunger enough to quell the urge to find somebody to feed on. ] Thank you, Carmilla.
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she's better at control now than she'd been a few months ago. the veins and bloody eyes only come out during times of more extreme duress, but the fear of being outed and having not fed enough had reminded her enough of a time like that to trigger the reaction. having fed a little now, she starts to sip from her bag a little more subtly, considering carmilla as she listens to her. ]
At least it tastes sort of human. [ whether or not it is is something she's not sure she wants to think about, all she knows is it's sating her hunger enough to quell the urge to find somebody to feed on. ] Thank you, Carmilla.