[ caroline can remember being compelled throughout the first few weeks of the year and has done her best to not rely on it too often. there have been times where she's had to in order to keep others safe, but doing it doesn't make her feel great, especially seeing how simple it makes things. it's so easy to rely on it, and that's terrifying when she thinks about it. ]

Me, too. [ she might sound weirdly enthusiastic, at least at the first part. the second isn't really something she's let herself think about. honestly, she still isn't sure if this is something she's going to survive. damon definitely would have killed her if he'd been allowed to. ] Strong and fast and durable, that is. And my senses are like, superhuman.

[ sunlight is a lot more dangerous to her. it burns her and would actually kill her if she remained in it, if not for the daylight ring she wears on her index finger. that seems a little dangerous to reveal to somebody she's just met, though, even if she is like her.

at the mention of her eyes and veins, caroline's hand touches her cheek, hoping it's not happening now. ]

That happens when I get too hungry, or sometimes if I get upset. I hadn't fed, and we were at a party, and it just reminded me of -

[ she trails off, not really wanting to go into it and hoping carmilla won't make her. ]

- the first night. When I first transitioned.