[ a part of her is very grateful that it's ferdinand who found her like this. despite his uninhibited nature, he's the poster child of nobility through and through and will be very discreet about this incident. even now, he's avoiding it altogether, preferring to choose what to comment on and what to say.

another part of her is mortified that it's ferdinand who found her like this. if only because of his high standards from those of noble birth. like her.

but since he's moving on from the subject of her food and their rather diverting shape, she's moving on, too. it's the only way to avoid this rather awkward topic and talk about something else. ]

Oh, I wasn't really searching for anything specific. I was simply looking around. [ strange island with its strange food and even stranger, er, customs. ] You should've called my attention. You know I would've turned around.